I am a Jesus pusher!!!! To push Him is to push happiness. He does not give me happiness; He is my happiness. I have lived too long in the allusion of happiness. Feelings of joy came and went determined by circumstances, financial stability, or material possessions. The gnawing ache of lacking soon returned if my possession were not bigger, better, and more elaborate. It was as if the entire universe fought against my happiness. I could not win.
Then Jesus came. In the intimacy of His person, all else shrunk to its proper size. The ebb and tide of circumstances ceased to control me. In the embrace of His person I found happiness. I am exuberant, cheerful, ecstatic, elated, glad, delighted, joyful, and jubilant. How could I not be? He has found me. I am a Jesus pusher!!!! I do not call people to happiness; I call people to Him. No longer is happiness a gimmick to allure people to join my religious program. This is beyond feeling or emotion. The One who is happiness can now be found. No wonder I push Jesus. To depart from Him is to leave my own sanity. Not to abide in Him is to dwell in depression. Not to be filled with Him is to be filled with the misery of myself. I must know Him.
Seek Him only. Do not be distracted. Allow nothing to get in your way. Fix your eyes on Him alone. Give Him all of your energy. He is seeking you. I am a Jesus pusher!!!!