I am a Jesus pusher!!! “You are simply a slave,” you reply. You are absolutely right. I have voluntarily given myself to Him. Love has constrained me to Him. I have placed my ear to the door post; an awl has pierced my ear. I am a love slave. It is not an emotional, sentimental love. It is not a love of convenience. The wonder of His Person has reached to the depth of my very system. Every cell of my being responds to Him. I believe I was made for Him.
I am a Jesus pusher!!! “You are simply a slave,” you reply. You are absolutely right. I am a slave by addiction. One split second without Him and I am a devil again. Everything I have become in Him depends entirely upon Him. He has not given me supplies so I can maintain without Him; He is my supply. He has not saved me so I can now exist on my own; He is my salvation. His absence creates incredible withdrawal pains. I cannot tolerate one moment without Him. I am addicted to Him. It is a joyous addiction.
I am a Jesus pusher!!! “You are simply a slave,” you reply. You are absolutely right. I am a slave by ownership. I have surrendered the right to live my own life. I have compared the chaos of exercising that right to the wonder of His life lived through me. Fulfillment, completion, security, development, accomplishment, purpose, meaning, direction are all inadequate words to describe the embrace and flow of His life. I choose to be His; I refuse to be my own. Join me in such slavery! I am a Jesus pusher!!!