I am a Jesus pusher!!! I have a dream. My world views it as unrealistic and unattainable. But I still have this dream. In my dream I experience total victory over sin. No temptation can defeat me. No attitude of hatred dominates my life. Jealously disappears; envy is gone. My sexual body drives have been brought under control and my appetites balanced. I have a dream of living without sin. Perfect love is the constant attitude of every hour. There is no circumstance so great it controls my attitude; no wrong can take place that over powers my reactions. There is constant harmony within. Confusion is no longer present in the mind; my emotions are stabilized by an inward stability. Security has come to my life; fear has been removed. I have a dream. Life has become an adventure. It is like living on the edge. The adventure is found in investigation, learning, growing, and expanding. There seems to no end in sight. The discovery is so great it will stand an eternity of investigation. I have a dream of falling into an intimate relationship with someone who does not want to use me for his own ends. It would be an intimacy beyond sexual attraction, a spiritual embrace. Oneness experienced by a mutual surrender to each other that welds us together. A confidence would be present which would permeate every circumstance good or bad. I have a dream.
I want to tell you my dream has come true. It is not off in the future, nor is it partial. It is not heaven in the sense of going somewhere else after death; it is heaven in the sense that all I thought of heaven has come to me. My dream is Jesus. I am a Jesus pusher!!! Everything I described in my dream He has fulfilled in my life. Read about my dream again; embrace Him. I am a Jesus pusher!!!